67079) Wherever I am, whatever the time, I always feel so fucking fat and I hate it.

(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)

67053) I want to tell my friend to shut the hell up. She’s constantly talking about food, weight and I know so much about exercise, nutrition and how you should lose weight. She always asks me how to avoid x, what she should do to make her burn more fat when she’s at the gym. I don’t want to give her tips or anything. I know that I’m so much larger than her but I want to become thinner than her and I won’t help her, ever.

Shaiye.

(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)

67065) I fear relapse more then anything else right now. I don’t want to fuck everything up again.

(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)

Anonymous said: what does wastedwintergirl mean? also do you make $ with your blog using peepspayerDOTcom?

nope, i dont make any money… lol and wastedwintergirl are just the names of my two favourite books relating to eating disorders (wintergirls and wasted)

Anonymous said: you are amazing an beautiful :) a smile looks way better then bony legs :)

thankyou :)